Berubah...
cam mana nak tetapkan hati..
kenaper dalm hari-hari yang kita lalui...ati kita asyik berubah..

change according to context??force of nature??

sometimes you feel very relax and sometimes you feel sangat down and frustrated..
and you keep asking youself..why diz feeling exist??uneasy feeling..
am i doing wrong???what's wrong with me..am i far from Him..am i caught guilty..
but those questions kept fly ahead my mind...and sometimes i know some things are wrong..but i kept doing..waste time without doing nothing...dreamed a lot...lazy...etc..

mcm semalam....i hate that feeling...feeling uneasy....feeling bored...yet there's alot thing to do...READ THE NOTE, PREPARE FOR EXAM...but dun have courage to do it...LAZY yang teramat sangat...raser cam empty hollow exist in my mind...but can't recognized it...ahhh...i hate dat feeeling....hate it..hate it...

Talk to my mom,
she said banyakkan berzikir...ya...use the positive words to boost urs...
positive thinking....or maybe you need rest...Rest first then, and later on read made ur preparation...dun follow your 'nafsu-nafsi'..lagho...
yess..i was caught guilty by my ummi...yea sayer rasa dua tiga ari ni hari yang super duper tak produktif, banyak buang masa, sah-sah lah saya akan start rasa down...
dan Today i feel a lil bit feel easy and positive...i thought.Bertahan!!!Keep on going Atikah..

Wallahualam

Think right, act right, insyaAllah the feeling will be alright.
Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusanku, tetapkanlah hatiku
YaAllah..