~SWIRLING~

salam dan selamat pagi,
did you ever feel dat your head and your mind were swirling???
berpusing2x...melayang2x....it's not suppose to happen..
but indeed it happened to me,
after the RESULT OF LATIHAN MENGAJAR was permeated in PPIP usm,
my placement was in Kulim,
somewhere in Kulim,
and the place was quite far from the Kulim Town,
majority are Indians and chinese,
the school was situated in the estate,
and me a pessimists...dat hard to accept the changing,
saya type yang like to sit in the free zone as a norm routine life,
quite hard to accept the changing,
need tyme to heal and adapt with,
but mind you, i'm always trying to be positive..
owhh..
Ya Allah Lapangkanlah dadaku,
Tenangkanlah hatiku,
untuk menerima segala ketetapanMu...

Next semester is challenging for me....emm without good friends around?

Well...welll....positve...i can do it!!!positive...

Life must go on.

all of my buddies, friends, got the placement around Kulim Town.
emm??

p/s:
thanks you ummi...love you...and misss u....after a small discussion with my ummi...asked her whether I SHUD WRITE a letter to the school and asked them to transfer me to another school.....tut...tut...bla...bala...considered this considet that.....bla bla again ...at last my ummi said...you can do it Along!!!nnt tlis2s surat dapat sekolah yang lagi teruk...x payah pening2x...accept jer diz challenge..ummi tau anak ummi boleh buat....x semestinya benda yany kita x suka..x baik kan??Hanya Dia yang tau...positive!!
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh...sob2x.............emm.................mood changing....after 2 days in sobbing...risau x tentu pasal...buat kerja tak jadi....x tenang....kepala swirling and melayang...asyik fikir bende ni jer...now my mood....tut
more release, and tenang...thx ummi...
Thank You ALLAH...SEMOGA ALLAH MENETAPKAN HATI SAYA UNTUK MENERIMA KEPUTUSAN INI....CAIYOK2X.....