~What Else can I say~

What Else can I say,
I don’t know how to put what I feel right now in words...
kepala saya agak berserabut
Sebelum tidur, terasa ingin berkongsi,
ya sayer sgt syukur sgt berpeluang berbuka puasa dgn kawan2x kat masjid usm,
after berbuka puasa, all of us rush to perform the prayer, mmg best teringat kembali
kenangan di sekolah Faris,
berbuka puasa bersama, berjemaah bersama, membaca Al-Quran before Terawikh,
Nampaknya ari ini mmg ari bertuah saya, DIA nak uji saya,
saya sgt sedih 'jam hadiah dari ummi' hilang..jam ALBA..sayer mmg sayang jam itu,
even tido pun saye pakai juga, rmi kawan2x sayer pelik, nak tido pun
pki jam, tpi tadi selepas berjemaah maghrib dan membaca Yasin,
baru sayer sedar,
jam sayaer tiada di tangan,
sayer trus trun ke bahagian berwuduk, aras bawah masjid,
tapi,
'it dissapeared'
saya nak jam sayer balik, wlupun jam itu bukanlah mahal sangat,
tapi sgt bermakna bagi saye,
mmg saya insan terpilih,
mmg kwan sayer cakap banyak2x..doa,selawat,InsyaAllah jumpa tu,
tapi sayer insan biasa,
saya sedih juga,
sesiapa yang tertengok jam saya,
warna silver, Alba, bulat
i'm need it, it worth for me,

O Allah, I seek Your counsel by Your knowledge and I seek Your assistance by Your Power and I ask You from Your immense favor, for verily you are able while I am not, and verily You know and I do not, and You are the knower of the unseen. O Allah if You know this affair is to be good for me in relation to my religion, my life and end (or he said my present and my future), then decree and facilitate it for me and bless me with it. And if You know this affair to be detrimental (harmful) for me concerning my religion, my life and end (or he said my present and my future), then remove it from me and remove me from it and decree for me what is good wherever it be and make me satisfied with it